Thereâs a stream running through my head. I sit and watch it go by ~ one instance after another. When I try to push it ~ or tweak it ~ I disperse it. Now Iâve got several streams running through my head. I see images of my father holding me on his knee ~ Jisho Perry stops by; but canât stay for tea ~ my neighbor Don appears telling me itâs going to be a good day. I see images of Big Sur smoldering after another fire and I start to feel anxious. Now Iâm trying to peek at instances that havenât arrived yet. I hear Jisho’s voice gently reminding me that Iâm leaning forward too far ~ but itâs too late ~ Iâm tumbling head over heels ~ hoping Iâll land someplace soft. Iâm lying on my back when Dr. Jones leans over and says I gottaâ get a grip ~ I’m having an out-of-sequence experience. Now Iâm behind the wheel of a jeep and the warning signs are coming up fast ~ curva peligrosa ~ I swerve to avoid them when I hear sirens begin to wail. But âla policÃaâ are all in my head ~ it’s my wheels that are screeching ..spraying dirt and sand from the desert bed.
