.a thank you to Oberon for inviting me here.

.this finds me at a time where i feel i am on the edge of understanding.
since i was very young, in my crib, i have had an inner sense and connection
with nature and i’ve held a most tender heart.
i would hear the crickets chirping while i lay in my crib and i would think…
“this is how night sounds”

i am unfulfilled. there is something i have to do for humanity
and it isn’t coming to me. i’ve known about it and told certain people
about it…but it evades me.
the little things i do, i hold to myself
i do these things on my own but it’s not enough.

i don’t know if i am supposed to wait for it to come to me
or if i am to seek it out.
i’m happy to be here, because i was found
and perhaps more inspiration will point me in the direction i need to be.

i have a fair vocabulary but i often find it difficult to express
feelings for which i can find no words
if some things i say make no sense, then i apologize.

love, amber